tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31877660889953564032024-03-13T03:04:58.690-07:00is THis mE?me.living.simple.but.complicated.human.lifesitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.comBlogger13125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-86988635457777546172009-06-08T10:38:00.000-07:002009-06-08T10:39:36.802-07:00naked_prof11it have been you..sitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-18276895237805873382009-06-05T08:42:00.000-07:002009-06-05T08:45:51.901-07:00here it is~<span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">DOA BUAT KEKASIH</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya ALLAH Ya Tuhanku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Seandainya dia menjadi milikku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tercipta untukku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Dekatkanlah dia padaku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Satukanlah hatinya dan hatiku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tetapkanlah kemesraan antara kami</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Agar kebahagiaan ini abadi</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya ALLAH Ya Tuhanku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Seandainya telah KAU takdirkan dia bukan milikku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Dan peliharakanlah diriku dari kekecewaan</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya ALLAH Ya Tuhanku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Berikanlah diriku kekuatan</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Melontarkan bayangannya kedada langit</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Agarku rasa bahagia</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Walaupun tanpa dirinya</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Gantikanlah yang telah hilang</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Meskipun tidak sama dengan dirinya</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Seandainya dia datang menemuiku</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Cinta itu adalah cinta sejati dan satu</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Seandainya dia tidak datang menemuiku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Anggaplah cinta itu tidak wujud dari awal lagi</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya ALLAH Ya Tuhanku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Pasrahkan apa yang engkau takdirkan</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">adalah yang terbaik untukku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Kerana ENGKAU maha mengetahui</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Bahagia yang terbaik untuk hambamu ini</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya ALLAH Ya Tuhanku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Cukupkanlah ENGKAU saja yang menjadi pemeliharaku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Di dunia dan di akhirat</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Dengarkanlah rintihan dari hambaMu yang daif ini</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Jangan ENGKAU biarkan aku sendirian</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Di dunia mahupun akhirat</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Menjuruskan kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Supaya aku dan dia sama² dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup yang ENGKAU redhai</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">agar bertambah kekuatan ku untuk mencintai-Mu.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh cinta,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">jagalah cintaku padanya agar tidak</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">melebihi cintaku pada-Mu</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta dunia.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">berpaling pada hati-Mu.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya Rabbul Izzati, jika aku rindu,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">merindui syahid di jalan-Mu.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya Allah, jika aku rindu,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">jagalah rinduku padanya agar tidak lalai aku</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">merindukan syurga-Mu.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya Allah, jika aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirmu.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasih-Mu,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepada-Mu.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya Allah, jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasih-Mu,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepada-Mu.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ya Allah Engkau mengetahui bahawa hati-hati ini telah</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">berhimpun dalam cinta pada-Mu,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">telah berjumpa pada taat pada-Mu,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">telah bersatu dalam dakwah pada-MU,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">telah berpadu dalam membela syariat-Mu.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Kukuhkanlah Ya Allah ikatannya.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Kekalkanlah cintanya.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tunjukilah jalan-jalannya.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Penuhilah hati-hati ini dengan Nur-Mu yang tiada</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">pernah pudar.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Lapangkanlah dada-dada kami dengan limpahan keimanan</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">kepada-Mu dan keindahan bertawakal di jalan-</span>Mu…sitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-31558600643367074102009-06-04T01:20:00.000-07:002009-06-04T01:41:05.304-07:00believe...<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family:courier new;">you sat there</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i didnt notice you at the moment</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">the same goes to you</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">you are exactly just like any other guy</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">for me at least, at the moment</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">and then i started to know you</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">day by day</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">slowly something in you brought you to the sorrow side of my heart</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i've started to hate you</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i'm not sure why</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">at the same moment</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">something strange grew in my heart</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i dunno what it is</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i didnt really care bout it, and deny it for all this time</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i dont know what i exactly feel</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">my bestest told me and the others of not to trust u, fully at least</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">dont be one of the stupid girls</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">and yes</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i do agree with them</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">you'll just play with how the girls feel</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">until</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">until u suddenly said something that i wouldnt have expected</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">the strange feel abruptly took its action, aching my heart again</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">but still</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i dont know what i exactly feel</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">whether i do or i dont even like you</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">or maybe i am the stupid girl</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">or maybe i am the one who have let you like<br />or even play with how i feel</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i dont know</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">because feelings are hard to tell</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">or perhaps you were sincere yourself</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i just need to trust you</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">just believe</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">nothing more than that</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">then i'm done</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">just believe</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">right?</span><br /></div>sitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-11730208045451956642009-06-02T11:02:00.000-07:002009-06-02T11:10:25.210-07:00honestymanusia memang susah untuk ditafsirkan<br />jujurkah dia atau ini semua sekadar permainan<br />aku pun tak tahu<br />menda akan jadi lebih susah kalau<br />kita dengar macam-macam<br />from a lot of mouth<br /><br />dilema sering membelenggu diri<br />sama ada percaya atau tak<br />aku tak pasti<br />aku keliru<br />benarkah semua ini terjadi<br />semuanya terlalu rumit untuk ku rungkaikan<br /><br />for sure<br />i dont wanna to be fooled again<br />i'm not here to be fooled<br />but now<br />i'm being fool<br /><br />aku pening<br />tak tahu nak pilih mana satu<br />percaya atau tak?sitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-51703255883449324402009-06-02T05:13:00.000-07:002009-06-02T05:24:20.233-07:00AGAIN?Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera saya ucapkan kepada tuan pengerusi majlis..eh2, silap plak,,<br />huhu..posting again..tak tawu lar naper aku suka sangat menaip kat sini..walopon blog yang x pro tahap habis..xpa la..aku paham suda kan..heheh..<br /><br />aku tetiba ja terfikir...<br />kejam ker aku??<br />i've told that i have a crush on some1<br />tapi sekarang tak dah<br />sebab aku rasa that sum1 pulun sangat<br />then he betrayed my trustworthy<br />coz 1 day i've told him that i dont wanna give my pic<br />but still 1 of my pic is still with him<br />and the day when i knew it<br />i got so mad<br />and hatred towards him grew all over my body<br />and still<br />he put s0-high-hopes on me<br />and of course<br />i hate it<br />he isnt the one for me<br />sebab aku tawu Allah da memakbulkan doa aku<br />untuk jauhkan dia dari hati aku if he isnt the one<br />even if i have to hate him<br />and now, it do happen<br />and i thank Him for all of this<br />Alhamdulillah<br /> so now, kejamkah aku?sitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-998539443242183582009-06-02T02:33:00.000-07:002009-06-02T02:47:53.830-07:00you.are.my.only.hope<span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">.ONLY HOPE.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">There's a song that's inside of my soul</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> I'm awake in the infinite cold</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> But You sing to me over and over and over again</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"> So I lay my head back down</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"> And I lift my hands</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"> and pray to be only Yours</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"> I pray to be only Yours</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"> I know now you're my only hope</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">Sing to me the song of the stars</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"> Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"> and laughing again</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"> When it feels like my dreams are so far</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"> Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">So I lay my head back down</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"> And I lift my hands and pray</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"> To be only yours</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"> I pray to be only yours</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"> I know now you're my only hope</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">I give You my destiny</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> I'm giving You all of me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> I want Your symphony</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> Singing in all that I am</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">So I lay my head back down</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"> And I lift my hands and pray</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"> To be only yours</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"> I pray to be only yours</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"> I pray to be only yours</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"> I know now you're my only hope</span>sitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-37964188520865685982009-06-01T17:44:00.002-07:002009-06-01T18:04:17.084-07:00curiousity...<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0); font-family: trebuchet ms;">dalam hidup selalu ada cabaran kan?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0); font-family: trebuchet ms;">i have always thought that all obstacles that came in my way is all a test..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0); font-family: trebuchet ms;">dalam hidup jugalah</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0); font-family: trebuchet ms;">selalu juga ada soalan-soalan yang timbul di kepala</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0); font-family: trebuchet ms;">dan tak terjawab</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new;font-size:100%;" ><br />1. naked_professor11</span><br />- sampai sekarang aku tak tawu dia ni siapa<br />-bila buka profile takda plak<br />-plik la jugak<br />-knapa profile dia takda ek<br />-hum..dah la..lantak dia la..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153); font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new;">2. honesty</span><br />-payah kan tawu seseorang tu jujur ke tak<br />-tambah(+) lagi orang tu pernah tipu kita...selalu pulak tu<br />-aku patut percaya atau tak?<br />-aku ni dah la senang ditipu<br />-haisy, pening...pening...<br />-selalunya pilihan ada dua ja<br /> kepercayaan:<br />-ya atau tak?<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">3. btol ker semua ni..</span><br />-ada banyak betul perkara yang payah sikit aku nak percaya<br />-contohnya macam:<br />--aku ada kawan?<br />--aku da sekolah?<br />--aku kat boarding school?<br />-bila fikir balik, macam pelik aku dah lalui macam2 kat dunia ni<br /> tapi tu lah keajaiban Tuhan<br />-subhanallah<br /><br />sampai ctu jer...salam..sitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-37988740055995477502009-05-31T00:15:00.000-07:002009-05-31T00:21:16.556-07:00aku.intai.langit.<meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><link rel="File-List" href="file:///C:%5CDOCUME%7E1%5CADMINI%7E1%5CLOCALS%7E1%5CTemp%5Cmsohtml1%5C01%5Cclip_filelist.xml"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> 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<br /></p><p style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-family:courier new;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Setiap</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">hariku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">tulis</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> Yang <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Ku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">telah</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">jatuh</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">cinta</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">Tapi</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">ku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">rasa</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">bersalah</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">Tidak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">ku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">nyatakan</span> ... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">padamu</span>....</span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">Adakah</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">engkau</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">merasa</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">Apa</span> yang <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">sedang</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">kurasa</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">Kepada</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">tancap</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">asmara</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">Harapnya</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">kau</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">dah</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">terima</span></span>
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<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">Maafkan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">aku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">kerna</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">menyintamu</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">Maaf</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">jikaku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">tak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">padan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">denganmu</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">Tapi</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">ku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">berjanji</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42">Kau</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43">juita</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">hati</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45">Akan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_46">ku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_47">jaga</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_48">hingga</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_49">akhir</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_50">nanti</span></span>
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<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_51">Maafkan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_52">aku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_53">terus</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_54">memujamu</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_55">Maaf</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_56">aku</span> yang <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_57">terlanjur</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_58">merindu</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_59">Didalam</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_60">hujan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_61">renyai</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_62">Aku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_63">mengintai</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_64">langit</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_65">Mengharap</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_66">engkau</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_67">akan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_68">setuju</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_69">Menyintai</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_70">aku</span>....</span>
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<br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_71">Menyanyi</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_72">dan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_73">bisikkanlah</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_74">sayang</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_75">Baiknya</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_76">kau</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_77">dalam</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_78">jiwa</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_79">Tak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_80">tahan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_81">rasanya</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_82">menanggung</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_83">kasmara</span></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> Agar <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_84">dapatku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_85">lelapkan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_86">mata</span>...</span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_87">Mengkhayalkanmu</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_88">bermimpikanmu</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_89">sepanjang</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_90">malamku</span>...</span></p> sitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-46379722297967561612009-05-30T23:52:00.000-07:002009-05-31T00:14:25.370-07:00yesterday a history...me...here again..after bout a month not posting anything...and of course in the meantime lot of things had happen doe..<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">bawu</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">balek</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">dari</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">skool</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">da</span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">huhuk</span>..<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">pnat</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">towl</span><br /><br />so <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">nak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">citerlarh</span>..<br />when the history starts..<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">lbey</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">kurang</span> 2 days before final exam...<br /></span></span><span style="font-family: courier new;font-size:130%;" >we had a real big fight <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">dalam</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">kroni</span> aku...huhuk...everything starts when 2 of my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">frens</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">pegi</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">tego</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">kawan</span> yang <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">sowang</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">ag</span>..she's kinda sensitive and heard so many thing from so many mouth..we had fight 4 about a week doe...<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">ramai</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">gler</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">owang</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">prasan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">sebab</span> cam <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">da</span> x <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">rapat</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">sangat</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">da</span>...and then, there's a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">nite</span>, me and an other friend go to that gal, solving the things out...<br />and yeah, we got to be friend again, and everyone seems to be happy about it..<br />so guys, do treasure your friends now, and forever, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">coz</span>' friendship is a true, priceless <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">posession</span>..</span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br />FIGHTS AGAIN...<br /></span></span><span style="font-family: courier new;">enough with the gals...we all start <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">plak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">tetiber</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">gadoh</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">ngan</span> boys...</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">there's another <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">nite</span>,</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">when we all, gals decided to wear weird..naa.it's not weird, it's just <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">sumthing</span> we <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">dont</span> used to wear...alaa...jubah <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">jer</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">kowt</span>..</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">and then, we all <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">pon</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42">gerak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43">lar</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">nak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45">pegi</span> prep <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_46">malam</span>..</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">and things started screwing up</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">the mood, the smile</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_47">evrything</span> faded in a blink...</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_48">tu</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_49">larrr</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_50">saper</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_51">suwoh</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_52">ngater</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_53">owang</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_54">duloo</span>...</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_55">heh</span>,,<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_56">sbenanyer</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_57">dua</span>2 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_58">pihak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_59">un</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_60">salah</span>..</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">so, that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_61">nite</span>, we all <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_62">pegi</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_63">larr</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_64">menyuarakan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_65">ketidakpuasan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_66">hati</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_67">terhadap</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_68">kroni</span> boys yang <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_69">agak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_70">besar</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_71">tuh</span>...</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">we thought that everything will be ended that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_72">nite</span>, but for sure, it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_73">isnt</span>..</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">the other day, they started to start what they have done the earlier day</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">and also they started GAPING with all of us...because of 1 word <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_74">previouslu</span>(yang <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_75">kami</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_76">cakap</span>),GAP..</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">until now, certain of them <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_77">da</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_78">ok</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_79">da</span>..</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> and certain <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_80">stil</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_81">xnak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_82">ngaku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_83">kalah</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_84">dalam</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_85">peperangan</span> yang x <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_86">sengaja</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_87">dicetuskan</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_88">ny</span>...<br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"></span>sitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-71247469441263754762009-05-02T20:45:00.000-07:002009-05-02T20:52:15.252-07:00argh!!!!!!!salam sumer..<br /><br />sorry2..auzubillah..hypertense dowh ri ny...kerja kursus sejarah stil menimbon untuk dicyapkan...deadline da dekat...mak oih..parah dibwatnyer...huhuk..<br />saja nak lpas geram kat cni..<br />xda pape un sbenanyer nak nuleh<br />ok larh<br />nak sambung lpaskan geram<br />nsetku yang mcm bangang<br />harap ruper dya je yang lawa<br />hakikatnya<br />tyap kali topap<br />ada jew SERVICE MESSAGE yang memang tolol<br />makan kredit aku sampai rm3<br />kalau 3 posen x kata la<br />ada sekali 2, aku topap rm10,<br />dua kali message tuh bertandang ke nsetku<br />so, 1 msg=rm3, 2 msg=rm6<br />rm10-rm6=rm4..<br />x ke bangang tuh???<br />aduhai..<br />apalah nasib...sitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-21515484508881076822009-04-29T07:49:00.000-07:002009-04-29T08:18:45.179-07:00back to basic...stelah sekian lamer nya aku x blogging..kini daku kembali..<br /><br />banyak sangat menda jadik<br />sampaikan half of it mb ak da luper da..<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">19-21 april 2009...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">ujian selaras 2 semester 1 2009</span><br />pergh...time2 ny la nak berehat and at the same time kna struggle 4 da exam..ye r, dok kt mktab exam kcik un x leh wat maen..jatoh png kang mati lak..aduss..tp time ny la gak nak brehat from latihan silat yang memanjang..lebam2 da kaki ak dibikinnya..huhuk..tapi takper..mcm trdemark skola brahim, 'finis coronat opus',<span style="font-style: italic;"> usaha tangga kejayaan</span>..kan5?<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">22-24 april 2009</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">jejak warisan 2<br />MRSM MERBOK-</span>pendakian gunong jerai tahap bes punya telah dilalui oleh para pelajar tingkatan 3 dan lima mrsm merbok. perjalanan bermula dari tapak muzium lembah bujang. pendakian selama 8 jam tersebut telah mengukir seribu satu kenangan kepada para pelajar yang menyertainya. ada yang tabah menghadapi dugaan dan kpenatan yang melanda, tapi ada juga yang menyumpah x tentu pasal akibat dikelentong oleh JPA yang mengatakan perjalanan 4 km tuh 2 km ikot dia punya kiraan kot..<br />tapi pape un, biler sampai puncak..subhanallah, indah betul ciptaan Allah..rasa puas tu hanya Allah je yang tawu..x sangka boleh daki setinggi tu..dah la kat atas tu sejuk siyot..bes sangat.ase cam dok overseas un ader gak...sesampainye kat campsite yang amek masa lebih kurang 2 jam perjalanan dri puncak, suma budak laki yg pergi tros terjun dalm kolam renang yang ada kat situ..pilu betol hati budak2 pompuan yang penat tahap nak mati ke situ..tapi x per..ada sungai lakyang sangat sejuk airnyer mengubati hati para pelajar perempuan..tapi esoknyer, sir mior sbg komandan da x bagi mandi kar ctu, sbab ada 2-3 owang da jatoh kt ctu...licin..<br />tapi papepon jejak warisan memang gempak!<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />26-29 april 2009<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">kejohanan silat mrsm kebangsaan kali ke-6<br /></span></span></span><span>tataw nk citer per da...nak nuleh lam poin jer lar, eyk..<br />-merbok bergabong ngan pendang sebab coach yg same<br />-kategori yang aku masok; masal putri; kalah 1 mata dengan kubang pasu utk masok final stage<br />-sangat bengang, depressed<br />-tapi puas dapat masok gelanggang<br />-jumpa budak kuching tuh skali ag tawun ni=><br />-hahahaha<br />- masal putra pendang smart<suker!!><br />tu jer lar kowt..tataw nak nuleh per da...<br /><br />29 April 2009<br />para pelajar yang mewakili maktab digemparkan dengan berita bahawa pelajar dikerah untuk pulang akibat wabak penyakit datang menyerang kembali.senario ini yang telah dialami oleh pelajar ini terus menghantui pihak atasan..ak maen teka jer..heheh..pape un syok+risau gak sebab menda ny jadi..xper, mesti ada hikamh suma ni jadi..kan5?<br /><br />so,, pape un, pasny nak concentrate on study...n meneruskan matlamat striving for straight A's in pmr...aminn..<br /><br />k lah, wassalam..<span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><br /></span></span>sitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-82963091749778060462009-03-17T08:25:00.000-07:002009-03-17T08:43:25.175-07:00kekonfiusan melandasalam.<br /><br />penah ark walau sekali lam idop korang, kepala otak korang diseru dengan banyak giler[memang x terkira banyaknyer!] persoalan-persoalan yang korang tak tawu saper boleh jawab suma tuh...pastu diburu pulak ngan ke-konfius-an yang menggila hingga ke tahap cipan[paling kritikal bagi diriku buat masa sekarang..], tapi jangan risau, masih boleh dikawal..<br /><br />aku dah pening sangat dah..<br /><br />patot ker aku masok campor atau tak<br /><br />kalau aku x masok campor sekali,<br /><br />aku takut ada orang akan disusahkan<br /><br />tapi nanti<br /><br />kalau aku masok campor<br /><br />aku takut masalah akan jadik lagi besar[n memang aku x maw benda macam tuh terjadi]<br /><br />ceriteranya camni<br /><strong>M</strong><bukan> had crush on me. ok, fine then. n yes, i knew bout it..and M2<bukan> ny plak tetba nak uji si M ny..aku pon tataw dya uji cmana n knapa???yang paling tak paham skali knapa dya nak wat camtuh..sedangkan memang x da kaitan ngan dya..ntah la.aku pon da tatawu nak tnye saper da.<br /><br />1 lagi plak pasal si M ny, kengkadang dya wat diri sniri cam bf aku lak[walaupun maybe dya xda niat un nak wat camtuh]. citernyer---<br /><br />M2 pinjam aku nyer barang<br />n then bwat2 cam tanak bagi balik<br />cam besa, si M2 ni memaen jer<br />aku pon tawu dya memaen<br />pastu tetbe<br />si M ny maybe emo semacam<br />pegi la warn si M2<br />suoh bagi balik barang akuh<br /><br />masalahnyer skarang<br />aku pon kool jer<br />dya pulak nak tlebih emo<br />padahal xda kaitan pon ngan dya sepatutnya<br /><br />hum...<br />macam-macam~~<br /><br /> ok lar..tu jew nak dikongsikan..tatasitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3187766088995356403.post-73892831046399900732009-03-16T01:39:00.000-07:002009-03-16T02:04:06.303-07:00hati yang larasuma berlalu x macam apa yang aku xpect 4 dis year..ingatkan boleh lar nak kurangkan masalah dari tawun lepas...hum.tapi lain pulak jadinya..makin banyak pulak masalah yang timbol skarang ny..yang nak maen2 lar, itulah, inilah,,entahlah,,aku pun tak berapa paham sangat apa yanag dah jadik..<br /><br />skarang,, ramai yang da salah sangka nagn aku..skandal pulak dah maken banyak, padahal aku kawan jewr nagn dowang suma 2..aku harap sangat ada orang paham aku. aku tawu dowang suma nak yang terbaek untuk aku..tapi aku pun nak gak peluang diberi penghormatan nak buat keputusan sendiri..aku geram sangat bila owang crita pasal masalah pasal orang yang berkaitan nagan aku,, tapi aku lak tercengang jew sengsorang x boleh buat pape. Hisy, BNGANGNYER!!!<br /><br />yang setengah tu plak men senang2 jew nak buat statement sendiri..dah la tak tawu pape, buat bodo da r,,..suka2 ati jew nak cakap aku dengan owang inilah, itulah..argh!!ngarut r dowang suma tuh..<br /><br />da la,, aku saja jew nak mluahkan pap yang tbuku kat hati aku nih..sakit kpala btol rh..+ tangan yang baru kena sengat semalam..pergh~~sakit glew rh!!!sitimaryamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07535959003982575420noreply@blogger.com0